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Screaming a WhisperYou are a whisper in my mind.
A whisper only I can hear.
Trying to push you out
There's no use,
You'll never disappear.
One minute you are silenced,
The next you scream in my mind.
Not even sleep will get rid of you,
There you are,
Always in my dreams.
I can't push you out.
I need to push you out.
To let you go.
I need to move on,
down my road.
So leave my thoughts
So I can sleep soundly
So I can love someone better. Screaming a Whisper
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RealLiving a lie is harder than it seemed it would be.
I spent so long lying to myself,
that living it became easy.
but when I came out of my imagination to live my real life
Those lies disappeared and all that was left of me was nothing.
But when i tried to pretend tired to forget my real life
I couldn't go back to my imagination.

My life is no longer full of sunshine and daisies. No more smiles and real laughs.
These past five years,
were just one long illusion.
One big ocean of pain. Real
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Devious Journal Entry

Mon Jul 13, 2009, 9:44 PM

Mood: Tired
Watching: Gossip Girl
Eating: Brownies
Drinking: Hot Cocoa

I'm back from florida. And I never knew I could miss home so much.
Never missed my dad so much.
And my bed, and my lap top, and everything that makes home Home.
I am so tired though, so I am going to keep it short.
Good Night.

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About me:
1. I won't change for you
2. I want to have a baby.
3. I adore painting.
4. I do not know how to drive.
5. I collect hats.
6. My first daughters name will be Penelope.
7. God is my number one.
8. My favorite color is pink.
9. I miss my mom, on a daily basis.
10.I wear size 8.5 shoes.
11.My right ear isn't pierced but my left one is. And it sucks.
12.Tinkerbell is my only obsession.
13.I think I've found my soulmate, but whatever.
14.I read the twilight series.
15.I mis-match my socks.
16.I don't like to match colors in clothes.
17.My hoodie is my security blanket.If it's off I'm really comfortable in my surroundings, or just too damn hot to deal with it.
18.I am somewhat of a neat freak.
19.I am a very sent oriented person. Every smell is stored in my memory.
20.My hair is naturally brown.
21.I'm supposed to be getting ready for a party...but I'm distracted.
22.Despite our break up, I'm still really happy inside.
23.You know you love me.
24.I can't draw worth a damn, but I wish I could.
25.I don't believe practice makes perfect, because I don't practice anything...and I'm still perfect to someone.
26.I don't give up easily, despite what you think.
27.I am open minded.
28.I try to stay tolerant.
29.I love peppermint.
30.Neon colors are my friend.
31.I worry too much.
32.I don't know where my life is going.

Devious Info

Current Residence: Inside my imagination
Interests: Photography/ Fashion
Favourite movie: The Notebook/Star Trek/ Transformers(both)
Favourite band or musician: Leighton Meester, Lady Gaga
Favourite genre of music: Everything
Favourite artist: Those left to be discovered
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite photographer: Eric Frank
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: itouch--carling died though
Skin of choice: Hers
Favourite game: Sudoku
Personal Quote: "I wait for the moment of our meeting, knowing how much you've left to offer."
Tools of the Trade: Paintbrush, canvas, and oil paints, Canon Digital Camera, photoshop CS2