Living a lie
is harder than it seemed it would be.
I spent so long lying to myself,
that living it became easy.
but when I came out of my imagination
to live my real life
Those lies disappeared and all that was left of me
was nothing.
But when i tried to pretend
tired to forget my real life
I couldn't go back to my imagination.
My life is no longer full of sunshine and daisies.
No more smiles and real laughs.
These past five years,
were just one long illusion.
One big ocean of pain.
I will never forget my dream,
I will relive it,
day
after
day
after
day.
But I have reawoken,
to a reality
of me.
I like what I see,
I like it a lot.
But something is broken.
Something I once forgot
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So I totally will not lie.
This is a really crappy whatever it is. It isn't really a poem. I won't even pretend to call it that. It is kinda dumb. But I had stuff running through my head, and I figured I should put them somewhere. I am in a bad mood, despite how happy I am on the inside. I feel like throwing some colored glass at the walls, and I feel like making injuries down my arms. But I am happy. I smile and laugh. But when I am alone, I am alone. And When I am alone, all I can see is darkness. And I can't find a thing. I am weird. |
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