Boys are weird.
I was IMing my friend Sebastian, and then his friend CJ started talking to me, and he was just odd.
He said he loved me. It was the first time we ever spoke and our conversation wasn't longer than 30 minutes.
wtf.

Why in the hell did the Giants not win this game?
Seriously?
I am very upset by this. wtf?

Wow so next week is Christmas.
Christmas is my favorite time of year.
I wont be surprised when I have a shitty one this year.
Christmas never turns out to be as special as I would like it.
Some people have beautiful Christmases. I am not one of those people.
We have no tree, no pretty lights, no presents, no big family dinner.
Just a day off for my dad. And nothing fun to do.

But yet, I am still looking forward to it, even though I will once again be unsatisfied.

What I want for christmas is a new beginning. To be pushed out of this life, and into a new, better one.

I want to be enough.

Happy Thanksgiving.

Krysta got a job!